24 January 2006

inner start-ups


you get this feeling of complete happiness, peace and harmony within and you know you've hit home. It's that feeling for me now after what seems like a bloody long time. I've finally started on working for myself. From home. I've meant to do this ages ago, even attempted it 3 years back and then gave it up!! Yikes. This time i feel more prepared and inshaAllah things will pan out more sustainably.

need to be surrounded with good energy and good thoughts, good people who mean well. i've made some decisions: no need to waste time with anything that works against my grain. it's not worth my time/energy.

I will plan out each day and start things that i want to do. And complete them.
Every inner start-up is a long process. It cannot be abandoned. It's like taking care of a pet or having plants. You can't just neglect them, forget about them or expect someone else to pick up your pieces. So this personal decision seems to be very much a responsibility issue which I want to take on and grow into.

I'm going back to my writing and editing and sure it will take time before Iget paid but at least I'll get the time to do all the other things I value... like cooking and being at home :) ahh such bliss.

so i'm not your typical Leo - go getter, can't sit still, adventurous for the sake of a challenge - no. I'll take my cake when i want it. Right now the slice feels good to be at home and just work hard.

here's more writing power to all of us out there striving out on our own!

Good Energy to you all!

:)